Well...

I don't know what to write actually...but yeah, I'm writing now...I'm not in a good mood nowadays. I get easily emotional and upset..I'm in the middle of LOTS of things and I'm trying my best to handle one thing at a time...but sometimes, I lose track...and it makes me really down and down and down...you go...into the drain...

I feel quite sick this past few days...the throbbing headaches, punching in and out my head....the sore throat...the watery eyes....arghh...it's so intense! (And it's quite disturbing nobody cares about it....hmm...nasibla..)

I can't concentrate on my work...I don't know what else to say...

I rest my case...

It's not about money...

I was given 121 scripts this time...2 types of essays to write..... Marking the students' exam was never easy. Sometimes it can give you headaches...Luckily, I've got a very understanding 'Ketua Pemeriksa' who had never given me any hard time during the marking session...Some people thought that I went for this meeting because it's paid...Well, they are totally wrong...It was never about RM...It 's about work and how you want to be somebody knowledgable about your job, and how you wanted to teach your students later on .... I have 2 more nights here...Looking forward to going back home....and 'meeting' more work...

I Am Me, Once More (Original Song)

Another Malaysian Gem....Love the song...

Allah is testing me...

(Vampire in the making...?)



It's been a while since I last post something here... Many things that are happening around me nowadays are not very happy and bright. Even the days are usually gloomy and rainy. But I try my best to take them all positively...

• Najihah is now having her PMR but due to the conjunctivitis that my husband and I are suffering, I couldn't go and see her before the exam...We didn't want her to be contacted with the same disease for the second time. And Amirah...she's going to sit for her MUET speaking tomorrow morning at 8am. I wish I could do more to her but I know her beloved Mr Jefris has done well to his students. Thanks a lot Jef!


• Masyitah is sleeping while I'm writing this. She's having a fever...She really looks so tired and sick...And it's really sad not to be able to hug her at this time of situation because of the conditions of my eyes....
  
• The house...argh! it's so....messy! Since I had my eyes sored, I lost all the energy to do any work in and around the house. And it's my critical reviews as well...I need to get them done by this Saturday. But I can't keep up with the memontum due to my blurry vision...OMG! Hopefully this sufferings will end soon....

***And I was thinking...God is giving me all these for FREE? No...He wants me to think...to ponder......)